sighs. i am a marxist. seriously.

studying marxism just makes me dread e system even more. i don't want to fall back into my same old pattern again, where i'm blinded to e big picture, focused on small, insignificant & petty things. being judged all e time. inability to escape. claustrophobia. suffocation. urghs.

very cute boy in cyan blue bermudas totally made my day today.